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Monday, 4 April 2011

4th April 2011

As Chiara's mummy I will take over her story .......

Today 4th April 2011

Chiara is still poorly today and even had a slight colour change in her face.  Richard (Chiara's dad) arrived home from work and we decided to take her to our local Hospital to be checked over.

We sat in Accident and Emergency for almost 2 hours , Chiara seemed absolutely fine.  We were seen by a nurse who recommended we had her seen at the Ward as her Oxygen levels appeared slightly low (these are usually around 96 or over)  at around 93.  She was taken to the ward where she fell asleep.  It was then everything just deteriorated.  She went into these apnoea spells she had been having at home although in the hospital she was attached to a Saturation Monitor which showed she was dipping in Oxygen frequently.  By around midnight she had blood tests done which showed her CO2 levels to be abnormally high.  We were advised at that time that we may want to have family members come to hospital.  It was at that moment I realised the severity of it all.  My brother and sister in law arrived and sat with us through the further investigations Chiara endured.  After several discussion with senior doctors it was agreed Chiara was to return to Yorkhill Hospital and the retrieval team had been sent for to come and collect her.  The team arrived at around 4am and she was transferred into an inflatable mattress on their trolley.  They explained to us that they would  try her on a CPAP machine while transferring her in the ambulance as she was in severe respiratory distress and was struggling to breathe on her own.  I felt sick, I could not believe this was happening, only a few hours ago she was happily sitting with us in A & E and now she was being taken from us on a stretcher that made her look even smaller than she was.  It was then I had the horrible feeling that my little Princess was slipping away from us.  Richard and I made the most unpleasant drive of our life through to the hospital behind the ambulance until we reached a point where the ambulance went out of our sight. 

We arrived at the hospital desperate to see Chiara, we were asked to wait in ITU waiting room.  It felt like forever, not knowing what we were about to be told.  The nurse came and led us through the ITU ward to the end where I saw the crash team, 2 Doctors, nurses and the Paramedics all standing round my wee girl.  Instantly I knew what he was about to say, it was what I dreaded.  Then he said, I am sorry but she is now no longer able to breathe for herself and I will have no option but to intubate and ventilate her.  I turned and ran out of the room. I feared that once on the ventilator she would never come off.  I was urged back into the ward to say my goodbye to her and would be brought back in once she was on the machine. 

Richard and I left.  I phoned my family and got them prepared for the worst should it happen. Within half an hour we were allowed back into see her her.  She looked more peaceful and she was not struggling for breath.  Richard and I took up residence by her bed and prayed she would pull through.  The next 24 hours seemed to be forever.

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