Well today is Chiara's brother Joshua's 13th birthday. Sadly yet again Chiara misses another family birthday as today she lies connected to a ventilator.
Last Thursday and Friday Chiara's blood counts had dropped to under one and we had the horrible feeling she was losing her graft as she appeared well and no signs of illness to account for these drops. Later on the Friday afternoon she became grumpy and just generally not herself. After a long battle with myself I decided later on that night to take her through to hospital. She presented there well, no temperature and breathing normally. On checking her oxygen saturation levels it appeared she was only 88%. She was started on antibiotics and 1litre Oxygen. She had a fairly unsettled night and by the morning she seemed to be getting a little worse. On Saturday morning she had an xray. We were informed later that this was awful and her lung had collapsed and she could possibly have Pneumocystic Pneumonia. Once again I had that terrible feeling in my stomach and literally felt sick to my stomach. What was to follow the next few days we did not know or rather not prepared for.
Sunday she was still lively but her Oxygen requirement had to be increased and she was started on more antibiotics. Sunday afternoon seemed to change drastically so quickly. She started working harder to breathe and her Oxygen requirement was being increased more and more. Within half an hour she had deteriorated so much that she was completely Oxygen dependent. She was then transferred from the Ward to Intensive Care. She was tried on BIPAP for a few hours but she still had enough energy to climb all over the cot and sit up. Her saturation levels were dropping slowly and not managing to increase. We were told she required a blood transfusion also and this would hopefully maybe help he Oxygen levels. The blood would be available around 1 or 2 in the morning. Unfortunately by 2am Chiara had become so distressed that her Oxygen levels just dropped and dropped and I stood and watched them go down to 40 until I could not watch any longer and I left the room. It was then I knew intubation would be taking place very shortly. I sat for around an hour waiting and reliving all the feelings I had went through on that horrible night back in April when she was first ventilated. Here I was 2 weeks before Christmas waiting for my wee girl to be connected back up to ventilator. She was placed on an Oscillator which is a special ventilator that is kinder to her lungs.
On Wednesday Chiara was changed from the Oscillator to conventional ventilator as her blood gases etc were all good and her xray was improving and showing her lung was re inflating. She was found positive for Rhinovirus which basically is just a common cold. Through all this she still remains feisty and has managed to disconnect herself from the vent twice and is keeping medical staff on their toes as she tries to climb out of cot so she is nearly always kept heavily sedated and paralysed. It once again is horrible to watch especially at this time of year but she is making progress. I am only thankful that my gut instinct was right to bring her through to hospital even although she never appeared unwell.
Today we are hoping she will improve even more and hopefully be excubated very soon.
No comments:
Post a Comment