Sorry for the delayed update on Chiara's progress but life has been pretty hectic. After Chiara's last admission she was discharged home on the 22nd December 2011. We were so excited to be getting her home for Christmas. She still wasn't 100 percent herself but was certainly a lot better than what she had been. Her story was to be published in the Glasgow Herald on Christmas Eve, Richard and I as her parents were so proud.
We were to return on Christmas eve to have her observations checked and her bloods checked. As we sat anxiously waiting we just couldn't wait until we returned back home to prepare for Santa. Our anxiety turned to fear as Chiara's FBC (full blood count) returned as showing she had platelets of only 2 and her Neutrafils had dropped to below 1. Her Haemaglobin was also low and she was to receive a platelet transfusion and blood transfusion and also an infusion of GCSF to try and boost her Neutrafils. My stomach heaved as I suddenly thought all our plans and hopes for our lovely family Christmas were just about to be shattered. She received her GCSF and Platelets but her blood was going to take around 12 hours to be ready for transfusion so left later on Christmas eve afternoon and returned home. We would return on Boxing Day to receive her blood transfusion.
Christmas in the Petersen/Fox household on Christmas morning was magical and exciting as all 3 children scrambled round the living room opening presents. It was a dream come true to be spending Christmas morning together as a family in the comfort of our own home when only just over a week ago Chiara was connected to a ventilator.
Boxing Day came and Chiara and I travelled through to hospital for 9am. She had her routine FBC taken and again we waited on the result. We already knew that she was to receive a blood transfusion but added to that she would again require another platelet transfusion as her platelets were only 2. She would also require more GCSF as her Neutrafils today were 0. This was just my worst nightmare, what was happening no one knew. We would return on the 27th December 2010 for routine checks.
The 27th came and we attended for routine checks. Her FBC came back as showing no Neutrafils and Platelets of 1. Now we were faced with the news that we had always dreaded hearing, her new bone marrow graft was failing. Chiara was admitted to hospital on 27th December and on 28th December was taken to theatre where she underwent bone marrow biopsy. The knots and sickness I felt in the pit of my stomach I cant even begin to explain. These feelings grew worse as I entered the Consultant's room to be told that there were very little cells available from her new marrow and was looking like she was going to be needed a 2nd transplant. I went to pieces and sobbed like I've never sobbed for months. All our hard work and effort and everything Chiara had gone through had been for nothing. We were told there was always a chance that it was just a virus that had caused this and we would receive results on Friday.
On Thursday Chiara deteriorated and her breathing became hard work for her. She was extremely irritable and agitated. Not the girl we all knew. It was heart breaking to watch. Early hours of Friday morning Chiara was admitted into Intensive Care. She underwent a CT scan for fear that she had developed a bleed on her brain due to the low platelets. My stomach again heaved, how on earth could all this be happening. She returned from the CT scan and we were told that after the CT scan they had aspirated her stomach and drew back about 20ml of blood, I wanted to turn and run away, my immediate thought was she had internal bleeding due to the low platelets. However, her CT scan showed no abnormalities and the doctor didn't seem too concerned about the blood from the stomach. It was possible that her irritability was caused from her Morphine withdrawal or simply due to her virus. She had come back positive for Rhinovirus a 2nd time. She was commenced yet again on Morphine and antibiotics. Later Friday afternoon we had a meeting with her Consultants. After discussions with other medical staff and transplant centres the general consensus was that it was possible that Chiara's marrow had been suppressed due to a virus or a drug. It was also noted that she had developed antibodies in her blood and it could be possible that these were destroying her platelets, Neutrafils etc before they even reached her bone marrow. This news albeit not great was better than the thought that she was losing her graft.
Today (Saturday) Chiara was commenced on her new infusion to try and destroy the antibodies. She seemed more content today than she has in days. She remains in ITU on CPAP. She will receive Platelet transfusions on a daily basis and blood transfusions as and when she requires it. Her tiny body is covered in bruises and a blood pricked rash due to the low platelets. This is not how I imagined I would be spending the last night of 2011 or rather hoped I would not spending. I head into 2012 with my 2 boys and Richard at home, myself in a hospital room and my daughter in Intensive Care. What do I have to celebrate about 2011, absolutely nothing, my only hope is that 2012 is a better year for all of us.
Happy New Year to all my friends, family and everyone who has followed Chiara's story.
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