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OUR LITTLE MIRACLE

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

11th January 2012

Since my last entry Chiara was commenced on Foscarnet for her HHV6 virus.  Her blood counts have all increased and today was the first time in over 2 weeks that Chiara never received her daily Platelet transfusion.  She, in herself is back to normal and jumping all over the place.  We did however have to wait for her Chimerism result which tells us who the counts belong to, if its Chiara's cells growing back or if we had managed to recover the donor cells.  Later this morning I received the news I didn't want to hear, unfortunately there were no donor cells to be found.  We now face a 2nd transplant.  I am however, calm and coping with it a lot better than what I would have done this time last week.  We have a plan for where we go from here and in my eyes at least we can have a plan because believe me being in here there are so many people worse off than us that deep in my heart I just know they don't or cant ever have a plan.  I look at Chiara today and I am thankful that she got through the last 2 weeks of what could have been potentially fatal.  What has happened to her new marrow is annoying, unfortunate and extremely unlucky but it has happened so we just need to move forward. 

Chiara will remain on the Foscarnet for around up to 2 weeks, she will be given a period of around 2 months to regain her strength and around that time she will undergo her 2nd  BMT from whom her donor will be her daddy.  He will have the chance to do the most wonderful thing and that is give his wee girl another chance at a normal quality of life.  Although Richard carries the disease he has enough white cell enzyme in his blood to give Chiara what she requires.  When parents are carriers of Hurlers they both carry lower amounts of white cell enzyme that non Hurlers carriers have.  He carries more than myself and is a full match for Chiara.  I know he will take great pride in giving his daughter the gift of life.  We are hopeful that she will not endure as intense Chemotherapy as previously albeit still hard to go through. 

I do not look forward to the weeks and months we have ahead but have great faith in that this will give Chiara the chance she deserves.

Two things spring to mind..................someone once gave me a card for my purse called "Footprints in the Sand" and its not until now I fully appreciate the meaning.  Wise words once spoken to me "God will only give you what you can handle".  If this is true then I am telling him now...................enough is enough no more can I handle.

But then again what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.........


One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”
The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”

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