Today I feel extremely tired. I have been up every half an hour to Chiara as her BI PAP machine keeps alarming as she has a leakage of pressure. Chiara remains unfazed by this though. She remains well without her NPA and her secretions have improved greatly. It is great not to be suctioning her all the time.
After lunch today I received a phone call from one of the Doctors at the Hospital. It appears Chiara's latest Echo has shown a 22% fractional shortening and she has made Chiara an appointment to see a Cardiologist on Wednesday. I explained that Chiara's first Echo was normal and what did this shortening mean but she did not know herself. This only thing she could tell me was that if she required medication for this then it would delay BMT. She said she couldn't risk putting Chiara through BMT if her heart wasn't functioning properly.
I just worried about this the rest of the day. I had built myself up for transplant on 25th and now it seems there is a chance it could be cancelled. I understand totally that they cant risk transplant if her heart is at risk.
Finding today hard, worried regarding her results and finding juggling home life stressful.
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