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OUR LITTLE MIRACLE

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

3rd May 2011

Well today I woke up feeling better than I had done in days. 

I feel there is a lot of positive now.  I know that BMT is not a cure and it cannot undo any damage that has already been done but it does stop the disease from progressing.  Chiara will have no improvement to her hearing and her lump on her spine which has turned out to be a Kyphosis due to the Hurlers will be operated on in years to come.  The final result of damage to her skeletal frame is unknown and is something we will deal with in years to come.  She has further tests to endure to see if there is any other damage to any of her other organs.

She looks well considering and she is eating fabulous.

I had to make another awful decision today, today was the day I decided to give up my work.  At this moment I did not know exactly how much care and looking after Chiara would require.  I knew she would require multiple visits to hospital over the years.  At the end of the day I had to do what was best for my wee girl.  I resigned myself to the fact that I would become her full time carer.  It broke my heart to written my letter of resignation but it would break my heart even more if something happend to Chiara and I had not given her my full devotion.  Everyone usually says they hate their work and sometimes so did I but when you are put in the situation that I have been, is really that bad to get up and go out to a job in the morning ...........

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