Chiara will remain on the Foscarnet for around up to 2 weeks, she will be given a period of around 2 months to regain her strength and around that time she will undergo her 2nd BMT from whom her donor will be her daddy. He will have the chance to do the most wonderful thing and that is give his wee girl another chance at a normal quality of life. Although Richard carries the disease he has enough white cell enzyme in his blood to give Chiara what she requires. When parents are carriers of Hurlers they both carry lower amounts of white cell enzyme that non Hurlers carriers have. He carries more than myself and is a full match for Chiara. I know he will take great pride in giving his daughter the gift of life. We are hopeful that she will not endure as intense Chemotherapy as previously albeit still hard to go through.
I do not look forward to the weeks and months we have ahead but have great faith in that this will give Chiara the chance she deserves.
Two things spring to mind..................someone once gave me a card for my purse called "Footprints in the Sand" and its not until now I fully appreciate the meaning. Wise words once spoken to me "God will only give you what you can handle". If this is true then I am telling him now...................enough is enough no more can I handle.
But then again what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.........
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”
The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”